NEVER backing down, NEVER quitting

There is none like You,
No one else can touch my heart like You do,
I can search for all eternity Lord
And find, there is none like You.

There is none like You.
No one else can touch my heart like You do,
I can search for all eternity Lord
And find, there is none like You.

Your mercy flows like a river wide,
And healing comes from Your hand.
Suffering children are safe in Your arms,
There is none like You.

There is none like You, ( There is none like You, Lord)
There is none like You.

I can search for all eternity Lord,
There is none like You.
I can search for all eternity Lord,
There is none,( there is none,)
There is none Lord,
There is none like You.

The day that I have to make the decision comes closer, and everything keeps changing to a point where I don’t know what to do anymore. hrm.

After all these years of going through or just dealing with crap, I thought it would only get easier after each one…. I never expected it to hurt more and get harder…

So recently I’ve been talking to people that come to me about their problems and what not, and I’ve realized why I’ve been acting the way I act, or say the words that I say. Even though I’m 21 years old about to turn 22 in December, I still act like i’m 10 years old. The reason why I believe I act this way is because I’m a firm believer in what the Joker said in the Dark Knight, “Why so serious?”

Now you guys might think I’m retarded for living my life according to the Joker’s quote, but honestly I’ve been doing this way before this movie came out. Some of my friends go through crap, and sometimes I know about it, and sometimes I don’t. To be able to bring a smile to their face, a small chuckle, or even a good ol’ fashion laugh, means that for those couple of seconds, I turn their attention away from their problems. And for those couple of seconds, their mind isn’t thinking about their problems or whatever they are going through, but are relaxed. When I know that they are going through those problems, and knowing that I just got their mind off of the situation, means the world to me. I used to wonder why I acted so goofy and stupid around people, but I’ve slowly realized why I do the things that I do.

Now, this doesn’t mean I’m never serious. I’m only serious when I have to be, and when I am, I am dead serious. But honestly I am never serious unless I have to be. In most situations in life, I choose to be goofy or act stupid just cause I’m not in any situation where it calls me to be serious.

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I thank God for bringing me here in Arizona, and putting me through everything I’ve been through or everything I’m going through right now. I’m really excited to see what His plans for me are. Our God is so merciful and full of grace… what can we ask more of?

“I HAVE BEEN CRUCIFIED WITH CHRIST
AND I NO LONGER LIVE, BUT CHRIST LIVES
IN ME. THE LIFE I LIVE IN THE BODY, I LIVE BY FAITH IN THE SON OF GOD, WHO LOVED ME
AND GAVE HIMSELF FOR ME.”
GALATIANS 2:20

praise Him.

So finally I made some time so I can blog up some certain events that happened since I moved back to AZ.
Paul, Tim, and I moved into a new house that is SO much better than our old apt. I never realized that our apt smelled SO bad until I moved into the new house. I’ve organized my room so that it is still the same setup as my apt room, but for some reason it is more comfy than it was when I was living at the apt. I also picked up a pair of starbury’s from Steve & Barry’s all the way in northern phx. I have two friends that have been talking about starbury’s so I decided I would pick up a pair and see for myself whats so great about these shoes. It turns out, these shoes are just as comfortable as Jordans, but for a banging 10 dollars/pair! Holy moly 10 dollars for a pair of shoes?! Craaaaazyness!