NEVER backing down, NEVER quitting

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky ’cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn’t get it but you kept me in line
I didn’t know why you didn’t show up sometimes
It’s something more than saying “I miss you”
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There’s so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
“I wish I could talk to you for awhile”
“I wish I could find a way try not to cry”
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I’ll give the whole world to see your face
And I’m right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I’ve done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It’s so hard to accept the fact you’re gone forever

[Chorus]

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky ’cause we will never say bye

So I haven’t been updating much, because I lost the need to update this blog thats only for my self editing purposes. But even so, a friend told me it is good to keep memories around good AND the bad. So I’ma try to blog more this summer… Here we go:

Summer started pretty early for me, but I stayed in AZ till the end of May. Chilled w/ the homies b4 they left for korea, watched Tim’s graduation, and i forgot about the rest that happened. One day, I want to go to Korea w/ the homies and check out what its like to be in the motherland of koreans! Anyways the drive up to Cali was bull. I stopped in LA to sleep and catch up a little bit w/a good homie of mine and continued driving up to San Jo the next day. During the drive, I kept thinking about random shit that came into my mind. For awhile though, I blanked out and realized I was going 30 over the speed limit. I hate driving. Gas prices are hellllllla bank. one word for that?

OWNED.

Plans for summer:
Car Wash
LA
Florida
Thiem’s 21st
SEE OLD FACES
CHILLLLLL
RELAX
CHILLLAX
AZ.

Oh fyi, I’m only gonna be in cali till mid-july.

and i totally fell for her.

DAMN my stupidness!!!!!