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i only have a 14 minutes left to get ready for work… but heck. i’ll kill a few more minutes updating this thing. its been awhile huh?
i started working at cheesecake factory (in oakridge mall) a few months ago… its been treating me okay… hella shady ppl come in to eat, but my co-workers are awesome. Met up with hella old school friends this summer, and its been going GREEEEEEEEEAAT! I think i blew out a speaker from bumpin music in the batmobile too loud… >.<
ouch.
Spiritually, the past few months have mostdef been the toughest time in my life. It still drags on like a never ending weight that just keeps smothering me over and over. I feel very alone and i trust no one… I need to anchor myself with God instead of relying on those assholes who act all fake to me. I can barely talk to many “christians” these days. Many of us have that Holier than thou attitude that makes non-christians want to puke. that crap makes me want to sock them in the face. Since when did Jesus ever have that I am holy and you are not attitude? His message was about love and grace. Not to walk on water and just heal the sick cause He wanted to show how holy He is… Just cause you are a pastor/worship leader/small group leader/usher/etc in some church doesn’t mean you are in any upper status than the next dude.
just some food for thought… i guess.
i hate writing long emo posts like these… cause i’m always afraid i’m directing it to someone, when i’m not… adsjfa;ldsjadsfasd
Rest in peace Alieen. our prayers are with you.
7/6/2007
