NEVER backing down, NEVER quitting

God oh God… guide me.

God I can’t keep living my life like this. I can’t be angry all the time anymore. Lord change me. My heart is broken Father…

Anger:
The only thing that can describe me. Hulk smash Hulk bash. Thats me. Well no more hiding it in the darkness. I’m tired of being that angry person that wants to fight. I’m tired of not forgiving people.

I want to love… but its hard.

After what happened with Justin, I have finally made up my mind. I’ve had enough. I’m done with the whole “gangsta” phase. No more “thug life”. From this day forth, this is straight up gonna be Jon Yeh. No one else. Nothing else. Jon Yeh that lives his life for God. I’m done guys. I’ve thrown in the towel..
“Oh Lord….
I’m all yours.”