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Ok. to clear things up a bit. So this summer has been a prettty crazy summer for me. Startin from July 4th everything started going downhill. But today on Aug. 9th, I totally realized that everything I’m going through has built me into a different much better Jon Yeh. Some won’t see this change, but others will. To share some of the things that I’ve learned and actually used…
1. Trust/Understanding
MMM normally I would split these two into two different topics, but I have a final tomorrow so I’m gonna keep this short. Trust and Understanding. TWO IMPORTANT factors, whether you are in a relationship or a friendship. Trust, is something that is VERY hard to do, but once this factor was taken care of, it made me so much happier. Trusting people has been a very tough thing for me to do. But I’ve learned that in no matter what situation, look at the bright side and always try to give the benifit of the doubt. Don’t get me wrong. It also takes two to tango… MEANING that if the other person isn’t being trustworthy, then screw it. He/She doesn’t deserve your trust. BUT if he/she has proven themselves countless of times, they deserve your trust under any condition.
2. Anger
Anger is something I haven’t shown much to a lot of people. I’ve punched people in the face, punched holes through walls, etc etc… Where has anger got me? No where. Anger led to Jealousy. Jealousy led to no trust. No trust led to more anger. I admit, I’ve gone crazy on a bunch of people, esp. this past year. I apologize to those who I’ve offended or hurt. Please forgive me.
Now yeah I realize that I haven’t really gotten too deep about these topics, and you may be asking yourself, “wtheck. how can i really believe jon has changed?” WELL. the answer to that is. You can’t know. But I know. I’ve tested myself. I’ve climbed out of hell, and jumped straight back in just to see if I would do what I said I would. The result?
100% satisfaction. Now i’m not saying these are TOTALLY out of my life, but they are still stumbling blocks that I have to work on. So yeah. thats it for now. back to studying for finals
